don't have to

I don't have to lie to myself, though i try.
I don't have to impress myself, yet I try.

I project, instead of reflect, my perceived self to myself.
Which side of the mirror tells the truth?

no lie
As of late I would rather work than relax. I would rather work than read my bible or read a good book, even CS Lewis. Something other than calm is my choice no matter how stormy the weather.

Psalm 23 seems farther than 458 pages away.

next
talk to Him. ask Him. I can't do it.